one thing leads to another. the root cause of all my issues is a lack of sleep.
I contemplated for awhile in drafting out the reply. Couldn't figure out the approach I should take. Than I decided that I shall be honest and just eliminate the emotional part because you need all the sunshine to do it well. I will let this storm in me pass, it shall be no more.
I need to leave this place soon, because my self-worth and self-esteem is slowing being knocked off.
I wish I can tell you yes but I'm too jaded to.
there are days where I don't know if crying myself to sleep is better or is it better to swallow my tears.
there is only so much verbal abuse I can take sometimes. especially when there is an upcoming trip and I have to balance the stress with negativity. it does get to me.
one more month to go. 4 more to the end of the year.
I will soon say farewell.
checking out dayre!
Still keeping this alive for more personal stuff, hop over to dayre.me/Valarie for public updates. cheers!
must delete my other old blogs. hahaha
2014 have taught me about consistency, stretching beyond my normal capacity.
I can't wait for 2015 to come. a total new season with no more sjab in my life. God's way indeed higher than mine.
I wish to say I'm thriving but I'm only surviving. Just head above water, only so much strength and sanity to sustain me. I wish I can say with great faith, I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me , but the truth is I am on the verge of burning out.
sigh pie, chicken pie.